Nothing But A Convenience

You have no understanding of it now,

How much I needed…

You.

For a moment,

To say you Felt it.

To remind me that despite the fear…

You still craved it,

The way I do.

That I was worth it.

That I meant something…

To you.

But instead,

You said nothing,

Felt nothing,

And now I am lost,

Alone in my head.

Knowing…

That to you

I just didn’t matter,

Nope,

Just not that much.

and so…

I leave you.

Abandoned again,

Oh my foolish heart.

For there is no love for me there.

Here, or anywhere.

I am,

Just a convenience to his story

In which I never hold a leading role.

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